I seriously did not just write your blog for four months... FOUR! I suck at blog writing... at this point. Want to know why? Well... you have had a febrile seizure, stopped breathing, gone to the ER, and been ok. You have gone from crawling to walking, taken your first swim classes, not learned to roll over, bonked your head, gotten many colds, contracted hand, foot, and mouth disease, started saying like 10 words, switched from daycare to Montessori school, started hanging with toddlers, gone to your first fair, been to the park, gone on trips, and ALL THAT JAZZ.
Basically, your life... and your sisters, my job, daddy's job, dance class, gymnastics class, swim class, my second job, cleaning the house, playing with you, teaching you new words, keeping you safe (you like to bonk your head), directing a show, preparing to direct another show, cooking dinner, and ALL THAT JAZZ is why I haven't written you a blog in over four months.
I think about it every single freaking day... does that count? Can I say that you are amazing, wonderful, happy, opinionated, get pissed when I won't let you have a toy, LOVE to brush your teeth, enjoy music, love to roar, love to dance, love to chase your sister, love to just be a happy, and are the most beautiful little guy I have ever met?
Can I say that I love being your mommy! Can I say that I am working to chase my dreams while also being a present mommy that loves you, cuddles you (when you let me - which is rare), and dances with you, and that I love every minute. Even though you will not give me cuddles, you will give me lots of kisses. I love it so much. You are the sweetest and the happiest, and I am so honored to call you mommy. I know you don't give two rips whether I write you a letter every month. You would rather that I was sitting on my booty racing cars with you or dancing with you or working on rings with you, but it means a lot to me. I love to capture all the things you are learning and doing. I love capturing who you are and developing into at each phase of life, and GEEZ I forget so much each day, so after four months... I'm surprised I remember that I have a blog to write.
I love you kid. I'm glad your mine... my son, my boy, my little guy! You are my littlest love. Thank you for being awesome!
love, mommy~
IT SHOULD BE NOTED THAT YOUR SISTER MADE YOUR SMASH CAKE, YOU LOVED IT! SHE DID AN AMAZING JOB!
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